Who knows?!
Perception of importance [talking crap]
It seems that everyone's blogging about their earliest childhood memories. Such a bore to read or even think about the same topic everytime I look at the list of updates on the home page.
There's much more out there than just nostalgia. Someone's worrying about jobs, another's thinking about the seemingly continuous rise of the gold price which affects more than just their money. I don't know which one is more important (or maybe everything is equally important since each person has his own value system), but at this moment I (implying a subjective thought) am just so bored with all kinds of memories. The present is harsh enough, and thinking about what happened in the past doesn't help.
Where are those who are talking non-stop about something that, to me, is a luxury? Not even for me to think about. Of course, when you've landed a job, you have a shelter, and you have the ones you love, you sit there and you reminisce. All I'm thinking about is just nothing like that. Simply how to deal with the present.
What the heck have I become?! Ultimately, no VIP, not even an IP. Just a lonely little P, and getting to know where I am.
Freedom [talking crap]
Look at her, floating in the air comfortably. Well, she looks a bit weird, but who cares, at least I could feel as if I'd escaped from too many worries and thoughts in life just lookin' at her.
What's it like leading a free-wheeling life? I don't have the answer, yet let's just see how it is not to have to care much about others' judgments on you, about what-ifs and mays. Just too tired of all that. The convocation is over. Officially graduated, and officially begin the rest of my life.
Enough blabbing, I'm outa here.
All that someone :)
Someone says I'm not ready, and advices me to fly home. Yet hearing that makes me feel different.
I've always done what I want, not what others expect of me. I ain't quite sure as to what I really want now, but I know how it feels when something goes on the right track. No floating anymore, back to reality. Pinched myself for a real feeling. Ouch, I know I'm here. Luck plays a part, but my own self plays a major one. Nothing comes on its own. Someone says it must take guts, and I believe so.
I don't like slogans and have never ever made one for me. Lived as I would, and now living as I will. Today someone called a photo I took as his favorite, which unexpectedly brightened my day. Well, a simple thing can be simple yet valuable happiness. Not floating, I'm trying to keep balance and be gutsy to receive anything. I guess I'm ready, pal =).
Something Singaporean
Many would say they're bored with Singapore's blandness.
Singapore is bland, you may tell me. Isn't it so?
No and no... If you spend a little time each day exploring things around you. Singapore has its hidden value. Not somethin' about the way girls dress. Not somethin' about the way people speak English. Not somethin' about queueing and all kinds of cards.
Do you recognize these flowers? Do you remember how fragrant they are? If you don't, just take a stroll along paths one evening, feel a cool breeze from the sea and the fragrance of Vietnamese "hoa quy`nh".
I call these flowers Singaporean "hoa quy`nh".
